Healing After Him
Danceability69%
Energy55%
Acousticness0%
Instrumentalness0%
Speechiness5%
Liveness20%
Valence92%
Tempo128.42 bpm
KeyF-
Time Sig.4
Loudness-15.91 dB
Healing After Him is an emotional Manatomy track about recovery, heartbreak, and learning to feel whole again after someone leaves a mark. Vulnerable and pride positive, it brings softness to the Manatomy catalogue while still holding onto rhythm, strength, and self worth.
Lyrics
You broke me, I rebuilt
Wasn't love just twisted guilt
Used to beg for every touch
Now I'm done with hurting this much
Mirror said you're enough
Wiped your name off of my stuff
You were poison in my bed
Now your crown's off my head
Got a safe word for my heart now (yeah)
I can pull the plug tap out
No more chains that feel like love
Only ropes I tie myself out of
I'm healing after him
After him
After him (oh)
Turned my bruises into armor on my skin
You don't get this body
You don't get this will
Mirror said you're enough
Now I'm made of steel
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Dancing on the grave of every fucking sin
You don't get this kink
You don't get this thrill
You just taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
Got a boy in leather pants
Says my scars make him advance
He can pull my hair I grin
Cause I'm the one letting him in
Got another boy in lace
Kissing every bitter place
We get filthy
We get free
But they worship every piece of me
Got my rules up on the wall now
If you stay you learn em all now
Touch me soft or fuck me rough
Either way, I still know I'm enough
I'm healing after him
After him
After him (yeah)
Turned my bruises into armor on my skin
You don't get this body
You don't get this will
Mirror said you're enough
Now I'm made of steel
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Dancing on the grave of every fucking sin
You don't get this kink
You don't get this thrill
You just taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
Used to beg you call me baby (fuck that)
Now these boys all call me sir
Used to choke on saying maybe, now I say what I prefer
Tie me up but I'm in charge
Take me down but I stand large
You were hell now I'm the spark
Glowing harder in the dark (oh-oh)
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Turned my bruises into armor on my skin
You don't get this body
You don't get this will
Mirror said you're enough
Now I'm made of steel
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Dancing on the grave of every fucking sin
You don't get this kink
You don't get this thrill
You just taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel (made of steel)
Yeah you taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
You taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
Wasn't love just twisted guilt
Used to beg for every touch
Now I'm done with hurting this much
Mirror said you're enough
Wiped your name off of my stuff
You were poison in my bed
Now your crown's off my head
Got a safe word for my heart now (yeah)
I can pull the plug tap out
No more chains that feel like love
Only ropes I tie myself out of
I'm healing after him
After him
After him (oh)
Turned my bruises into armor on my skin
You don't get this body
You don't get this will
Mirror said you're enough
Now I'm made of steel
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Dancing on the grave of every fucking sin
You don't get this kink
You don't get this thrill
You just taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
Got a boy in leather pants
Says my scars make him advance
He can pull my hair I grin
Cause I'm the one letting him in
Got another boy in lace
Kissing every bitter place
We get filthy
We get free
But they worship every piece of me
Got my rules up on the wall now
If you stay you learn em all now
Touch me soft or fuck me rough
Either way, I still know I'm enough
I'm healing after him
After him
After him (yeah)
Turned my bruises into armor on my skin
You don't get this body
You don't get this will
Mirror said you're enough
Now I'm made of steel
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Dancing on the grave of every fucking sin
You don't get this kink
You don't get this thrill
You just taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
Used to beg you call me baby (fuck that)
Now these boys all call me sir
Used to choke on saying maybe, now I say what I prefer
Tie me up but I'm in charge
Take me down but I stand large
You were hell now I'm the spark
Glowing harder in the dark (oh-oh)
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Turned my bruises into armor on my skin
You don't get this body
You don't get this will
Mirror said you're enough
Now I'm made of steel
I'm healing after him
After him
After him
Dancing on the grave of every fucking sin
You don't get this kink
You don't get this thrill
You just taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel (made of steel)
Yeah you taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
You taught me what I want
Now I'm made of steel
